Friday, October 28, 2011


Sinking, falling in too deep and I regret it
I don't know is all we have left to say
How do we pick ourselves up now if the clouds bring the rain before we evaporate
I'll never be able to say
I love you
And all you do and all you say washes away with rain
And all you thought would never change
Washes away, it'll never be the same
'Cause all I see is and all I feel
Takes me away
Wish I could love you and I don't regret the rain
And now that I'm sinking
I will just say goodbye












Tuesday, October 25, 2011


I don't care if I were meant to be single for this time.........
It's because I know He must have prepared someone special
for me..
I know I've done mistakes before in all my relationship..
And I don't wanna make the same mistake again..
I don't want "Banana Fruits Two Time"..hahahahaha
Even though I fall in love in someone,,I don't want to rush in...
I'll just pray and wait the answer whether she's the one for me or not..
Yes,,No or Wait..
I don't want to hurt or hurting anyone feeling again..
Enough is enough for me..
So I don't care if I gonna be single even though sometimes I'm feel lonely..
I still can smile..

Monday, October 24, 2011

Goodbye


You seem so disappointed within,
this act of yours is just a sin.
You know it’s so easy to tell you, “abuse it.”
Don’t tell me you’re useless…
They told me your happy now.

I can’t keep holding you up.
I’m overcome by the weight of the mud.
Drying up around you.
You know ill never forget you.

I can’t keep holding you up.
Tell me if you ever stop.

I’ll never forget you, oh no.
I’ll never forget you.

Say goodbye. It’s all you wanted.
Find somebody who cares.
I’ll open the window so you walk in.
Say goodbye. It’s all you wanted.
Lets hope somebody cares.
You’ll see that nobody’s watching.

Tell me like you wanted to change.
Tell me why you’re so nervous to say
what you’re really thinking.
The feeling of sinking is setting in.
You’re used to being so much happier.

I can’t keep holding you up.
I’m overcome by the weight of the mud.
Drying up around you.
You know ill never forget you.

I can’t keep holding you up.
Tell me if you ever stop.

I’ll never forget you, oh no.
I’ll never forget you.

Say goodbye. It’s all you wanted.
Find somebody who cares.
I’ll open the window so you walk in.
Say goodbye. It’s all you wanted.
Lets hope somebody cares.
You’ll see that nobody’s watching.

You can’t turn away.
Make up your face and get high.
Make up your face and get high again.
You can’t turn away.
Make up your face and get high.
Make up your face and get high again.

‘Cause when you sign your deal,
you’re as good as dead.

Say goodbye. It’s all you wanted.
Find somebody who cares.
I’ll open the window so you walk in.
Say goodbye. It’s all you wanted.
Lets hope somebody cares.
You’ll see that nobody’s watching



Why did I always post a song lyrics..??

It's because when I got nothing to say and speechless..
Music is the only one that can describe my feelings..
All the lyrics that I've post in my blog is the only way can describe
how I feel..
Sometimes I don't know what to write it because there's are many things going through
my mind..

It's all over now....


Leave, go on and leave, you said
Turn and walk away
Life’s not worth it anymore
You stopped shaking and you slowly faded away
Now you’re lying on the floor

I can’t hear your heart beating anymore, no
I can’t hear your heart beating anymore, no

It’s all over now
What am I gonna do with all this time I set aside for you (aside for you)
I won’t be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I’m supposed to know
You were all alone

Gone, memories gone
I know I was the one
Who was ignoring you for way too long
I hope while sleeping
I know that if you’re finding solid ground
You’ll know everything is, everything is sound

I can’t hear your heart beating anymore, now (everything is sound)
I can’t hear your heart beating anymore, now

It’s all over now
What am I gonna do with all this time I set aside for you (aside for you)
I won’t be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I’m supposed to know
You were all alone

Over now, over now
Maybe someday I can meet you there

It’s all over now
What am I gonna do
What am I gonna do

It’s all over now
What am I gonna do with all this time I set aside for you
I won’t be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I’m supposed to know
No I won’t be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I’m supposed to know
You were all alone



Sunday, October 23, 2011


I knew I never deserved you
I just felt so high in size
I move along, I shuffled in place then
Back hand and you’re pulling me in
Will I ever find anyone
Who makes me feel like I’ve been lost somewhere
Now it’s morning, it’s over, now it’s over

Am I right where I need to be
Or is this another distraction
Is this how I’m supposed to feel
I’ve been trying to let go
Is there a change you need to see
Or is this another disaster
Tell me how I’m supposed to feel
I’ve been trying to let go

No this is never what I wanted
Never what I thought I’d signed up for
And I keep moving away
To the edge then I’ll decide whether to jump or stay asleep
Sometimes the leap of faith is all we have
Why won’t you tell me

Am I right where I need to be
Or is this another distraction
Is this how I’m supposed to feel
I’ve been trying to let go
Is there a change you need to see
Or is this another disaster
Tell me how I’m supposed to feel
I’ve been trying to let go

Why won’t you wake up
Wake up, nobody’s sleeping anymore
And I’ve had enough of the ground
Made my escape, fell in love with the sound
And I’ll pound my fist till you wake up
So why aren’t you waking up

And the sun is coming
And the sun is coming out
I can’t hide here anymore, no
The sun is coming out

Am I right where I need to be
Or is this another distraction
Is this how I’m supposed to feel
I’ve been trying to let go
Is there a change you need to see
Or is this another disaster
Tell me how I’m supposed to feel
I’ve been trying to let go

Why don’t you wake up




Thursday, October 13, 2011


You look like you’re letting go
I know that you won’t call on me
You look like you’re letting go
I know what my instincts are telling me
And you’re fading out
It’s so hard without you
This wasn’t my fault

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
This is all that I remember before you changed
You’re stuck in the dream with next to nothing
I’m all alone and nothings what it seems
Without you next to me

Sometimes it feels like home
So safe in the shade
But when the summer fades
There’s always something missing
And now that I’m on my own
I know why you just
Just couldn’t stop
And why you had to leave
It’s so hard, without you
This wasn’t my fault

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
This is all that I remember before you changed
You’re stuck in the dream with next to nothing
I’m all alone and nothings what it seems
Without you next to me

I never imagined I would feel so lost
I never imagined it would be so hard
I never imagined I would feel so lost
I never imagined this would be so hard

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
This is all that I remember before you changed
You’re stuck in the dream with next to nothing
I’m all alone and nothings what it seems
Without you next to me

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
This is all that I remember before you changed
You’re stuck in the dream with next to nothing
I’m all alone and nothings what it seems
Without you next to me

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you




Sunday, October 2, 2011

It's been a while

I didn't post anything in my blog..
Kinda busy lately.. Some more I preparing to start my study this October..
Can't wait for this monday..
Wish me all the best..:)

All I want is for you to remember me.


You told me that it wasn't personal.
I traded everything for this and now it's gone.
Where is this coming from?
Once more you're recovering from all the things you've... done.

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw this coming, maybe this is... right.

All I want is for you to remember me.
Not sure I've done enough.
In the end this is only a melody.
I guess that I will just try my best to sleep and I'll wake up wondering,
If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have become?

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw this coming, maybe this is... right!
Feels like forever since we laid down,
I never imagined you to be the to make me feel like I've been falling through
And maybe you just need some time,
Or maybe it's to late.
I realize that I was only pushing you away

I'm begging, I'm begging you.
I'm begging, I'm begging you.
If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have become?