Through glass

I'm looking at you through the glass...

Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
Null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

And it's the stars
The stars
That shine for you.. yeah
And it's the stars
The stars..

If only I can tell her how I truly feel when she asking me how am I..

Did I'm doing fine..??

Well.. I just smile and say of course I'm fine at the same time asking her back what would you think..

But

If only she can look through my eyes and see how much

I'm miss her..

I wish that I can tell her that I'm still waiting for her

Tell her that I'm still in love with her

but

It so sad I couldn't tell her how I feel..

Empty and lonely..

Thats how I feel this past few days..

I don't know why suddenly I got this feelings..

What is happening to me..

Even I can't figured it out why I feel like this..

All I know is I feel empty and lonely..

I hate this feelings.. It make me sad..

Can't wait!

Finally..!!

I've finish my test and midterm exam..

Thank God that I got a good result for my math test and healthcare midterm..

Now only final left..

Final will be on 19 and 21 December..

I can't wait for final..!!

Fall in love with someone is easy

but

Forgetting someone you love,

Its the hardest thing to do..