Why should I care when you don't even care about me

Why should I think about you when you don't even think about me even for a seconds

Why should my heart pounding for you when your heart don't want to pounding for me

Why should I missing you when you didn't miss me at all

why should I searching for you when all you think about is running away from me

Why..??

Can you tell me why..??

Can you explain to me..??

Even myself can't explain why should I do all of this

Everything's an illusion?

I try to sleep but my eyes are open
I can't think cause my heart is broken
And there's a bottle right next to me
I'll down a few drinks just to take the pain away
I wanna say all the things I need to say
I won't lie, I'll just tell them honestly
If God can take a friend away from me
Then I can say all I want and he won't do anything
My tongue is weak and every time I try to speak I can't say nothing at all

I spend hours tryna make it through the day
I don't know if I'll ever be the same
It's hard enough when you're all alone
In the city that you love,
My tongue is weak and every time I try to speak I can't say nothing,
Nothing at all
It's hard to think when losing someone only make you wanna scream
And now that you're gone

Sleep well, my friend
There will be another moment we'll meet again
Just let it go
Sleep well, goodnight
You're something to remember
I wish that you were here by my side

Oh well........

When you're alone, do you think of me?
And my diamond ring's thrown out to see.
And when you love, do you love for me?
Like harmony, a never ending dream.

Oh well, oh well. I still hope for the best.
Say goodbye and send me off with a kiss farewell.
And I promise I'll be just as strong as I can be.
Maybe you could get some sleep tonight

So here's your song. It's twisting me.
I'd give anything to make you scream.
And I'll just smile, and make believe I don't feel a thing.

That doesn't work for me.

Oh well, oh well. Guess I'll see you in hell.
There's a pretty little picture that's in my head.
And I'm starting to dream, changing colours while I sleep.
Maybe I'm just wasting time.

And that was it. I had made it clean just across the street with my new
Wings.
So I'll just fly and hope that I remember the good times

when it's done.

Oh well, oh well. I can't live with myself as I'm climbing in your window
To get to your bed.
And I'll be what you need, you can call me anything just as long as we're
Still friends.

When she smiles it's got nothing to do with me.
I'm not the one who sings her to sleep.
And I've been talking to God asking for just a little help with you but
It's hopeless.

It's not the first time but this one really carved it in.
Tell your new friends that they don't know you like I do.
It's over. I wanna see you again. I wanna feel it again.

I'll keep you warm safe in my arms. 'Till heaven calls, keep holding on.

Me and little Dawson on New Year 2012..:)

Happy New Year 2012..