Thursday, December 2, 2010

Someone Special..


I want someone to share my secrets with,
someone to talk to late at night when I can't sleep,
someone who feels comfortable around my family,
someone to comfort me when I'm scared,
to hold me when I'm sad,
someone who doesn't need to say that she loves me for me to know its true.

Sometimes..


Sometimes I feel like no one cares.
Sometimes I feel like no one is there.
Sometimes I want to kill myself.
Sometimes I think I need some help.
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone.
Sometimes I'm in an empty zone.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm deprived.
Sometimes I think the world should end.
Sometimes I think I have no friends.
Sometimes I want to make them see that,
sometimes I wish I wasn't me...

My song.. - My heart belongs to you..


You,,I want right now,,
You,,I need right now,,
Now my heart beats for you,,
Now my heart belongs to you,,

I wanna be with you,,
Yeah.. I wanna be with you,,

Because I fallin' in love with you
Nothing I can do
I want you
Because I fallin' in love with you
And it's so beautiful
I love you
And yes I do
I love you~

do I look happy..??

This is me.. Do I look happy in this picture..??
Maybe yes maybe not..
But mostly,,people will think I'm happy..
Because I'm smiling..ahahahaha
But if you know me well..
Look into my eyes..
I am smiling but deep inside of me,,
I'm dying..

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

that's her..


Wait for the man who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the man who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and says,
that's her...

Love you..


'I love you' means
that I accept you for the person that you are,
and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.
It means that I will love you
and stand by you even through the worst of times.
It means loving you when you're in a bad mood
or too tired to do things I want to do.
It means loving you when you're down,
not just when you're fun to be with.
I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and
do not judge you for them,
asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
It means that I care enough to fight for what we have
and that I love you enough not to let go.
It means thinking of you,
dreaming of you, wanting
and needing you constantly,
hoping you feel the same way for me.

What is my problem..??


Do you want to know what my problem is?
I will tell you what my problem is,
I LOVE YOU
I love your name,
I love the way you look at me,
I love your gorgeous smile,
I love the way you walk,
I love your beautiful eyes,
I love what you look like when you are asleep,
I love the sound of your laugh,
to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling.
I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life
and seeing you completely changes my mood.
I love how when you touch me I get weak
that is my problem...