Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I'll be there for you..


When it seems like there's no one left to run to in this empty world
you can come to me I'll be your shooting star.
You can tell me your dreams I can't promise to make them come true,
but I'll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart
if your dreams happen to fall through.

You..


To be honest I like You..
NO
I love You.. Yes,,I do..
I love you since we get closer to each other..
NO
I became closer to because I love You..
I love You and I need you by my side
Not because I'm lonely
But
Because I'm ready..
I'm ready to make a new life
A new story of my life with someone like You
I would to give a chance for my heart to fall in love again..
Fall in love with someone like You

road to nowhere



Tired and lonely still we stand,
On a road to nowhere.
Trapped in a world of endless days, my engine's stalling.
Body and mind are breaking down,
On a road to nowhere.
Destiny silent, hear no sound, as I wait forever.

Feelings that filled me left me cold
On this road to nowhere
Dreams are my saviors, save me now,
cause I know I'm fallin'
Candles burn slowly, flames shine so brightly.
Light in the darkness, save me from madness again.

Only the lonely, can possibly know me.
Heat keeps on rising, fire engulfs me again.
Keeps on rising.

Farewell, I miss you
I'm sick of these good byes
Cause it tore us apart, right from the start
I miss you.

Monday, November 29, 2010

I love you and goodbye...


Dearest love,
I hope this message finds you well
as these endless thoughts drip from my soul
every single word secretly paints a fairytale
of when we will melt into one...
eyes forfeit sight to the pain
cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to memories of you
I am so scared...
so scared...
I need you with me
were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
it's me again,
is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie? why?
make it stop,
make this pounding in my head stop
fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true
she understands right?
that I'm not coming back...
she understands right?
that I'm not coming back...
make it stop,
make the pounding stop
I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back...
I don't know what happened...
who would have thought my life would end up like this?
I didn't mean to hurt her,
not hurt her like this...
I can't feel my legs
I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry...
how could somebody die like this?
if my words ever reach you
I'll assume you don't care
never knew that silence could cut so deep
or
that you could twist the blade
now I curse all of your beautiful lies..
I love you and goodbye...

If only you could see


If only you could see
If only you could see your the only girl I've ever dreamed of
Should I apologize to such pathetic eyes
Just the sight of you has made me sick tonight
It was your poison kiss that turned me into this
Then again there is a chance you could be mine tonight

Darling will you please take a walk with me we can count the stars and disappear
I wish you could see your the only girl I've ever dreamed of are you satisfied?

What fate has led me here...
Oh please forgive me dear
I don't know if I could survive on my own
I could have married you instead I buried you
Now I will see if I can fall asleep alone

Are you satisfied?
The nightmares coming true
Are you satisfied?
Girl it's only you
Are you satisfied?
I'm telling you the truth
Are you satisfied?

afraid

"You're not even mine but I'm afraid to lose you"..

Sunday, November 28, 2010

It never ends..


Started off as a one night stand. Lingered to a fling.

The sirens and the sergeants didn't seem to mean a thing.

Hide your fangs all you want you still need the blood.

Tell us that its different now,you're up to no good.


Take my hand, show me the way, we are the children that fell

from grace.
Take my hand, show me the way, we are the children

who can’t be saved.


One more nail in the coffin. One more foot in the grave. One

more time I'm on my knees, as I try to walk away. How has it

come to this?


I've said it once. I've said it twice. I’ve said it a thousand fucking times.

That I'm ok, that I'm fine. That it’s all just in my mind.
But

this has got the best of me. And I can’t seem to sleep. It’s not

because you’re not with me. It’s because you never leave. You

say this is suicide? I say this is a war. And I’m losing the

battle. Man down. Is this what you call love?

Every second, every minute, every hour, every day

It never ends..