Class...............................Cancel

Huu.. Now in class.. 

But didn't do anything because lecturer is on leave..

So class cancel.. 

Huhuhuh.. If I know earlier I wouldn't come to class this morning..

Like usual I'm still at my bed.........Sleep..

hahahahaha

So now just online and listening music while waiting for lunch time..

Anyway I only got 1 week left..

Next week is revision week and after that final exam..

Wish me all the best..;) 

Beneath the surface

Is there ever really a right time..??

You had led me to believe that some day you would be there for me..

When the star above aline,,when you weren't so concern

I kept looking for the clues..

So I waited in the shadows of my heart

and still the time was never right..

Until one day I stopped caring and begin to forget why I long to be so close..

I disappear into the darkness and the darkness turn into pain

Never went away until all that remain

was buried

beneath the surface..

A shell of what things could have been

tired bones beneath the vail..

Of guarded secret are too frail..

Sad to think I ever knew you were searching for the words

for the moment to emerge,,yet the moment never came..

You couldn't risk my fragile frame..

Until one day,,you stopped caring and began to forget why you tried to be so close..

I would scream just to be heard as if yelling at the stars..

I was bleeding just to feel..

You would never say a word

and kept me reaching the dark..

Its always something to conceal..

Counting the days.....

Huuuu.. Its been a while I didnt post anything in my blog..

Well kinda busy lately because next week is my midterm exam..

So gonna focus..

hehehehehe..

And some more I have a musical extravaganza at my college this coming monday..

It's a singing competition..huhuhuh..

Actually I don't want to join it

but

my lecturer register my name on it..

huhuhuhuh

I have no choice..

huhuhuh

Morning got psychology exam,,

then after exam I've to rush to main campus..

Aiyaaaa..

*Mesti kepenatan la ni..

hahahahaha

I just can pray to God so He give me strength..

Wish me all the best in my exam and competition..

Adios..

Goodbye February

Thanks for all the lesson..

March,,

Let see what you have..

SIBPJ Mission Department Outing

A great thanks to God because all the activities that we're doing last 2 days were going so well..

I'm really thankful for His guidance and blessing for all of us that join this activities..

Last 2 days my church have done some activities which is organized by our Mission Department..

I've spent my 2 days holiday outing with our Mission Department..

There's a lot of activities that we do..

And was I really blessed by the Seminar that organized by our Mission Department..

Because I was able to learn more about what is Mission..

Now I know what is the purpose of Mission or also known as "Missio Dei"..

It's a Latin language which is mean Mission of God..

Thanks to God.. From this,,

I'll surrender all my life in His hands..

I put everything that I need and all I want in His hands..

LORD,,speak to me.. Let me hear You..

When the time is come,,whenever I'm ready

Use me

So that I can go out there tell everyone that You are the way,,the truth and the life..

You are the only one and the only GOD..

Wow.. Its been a while I didn't post anything..hehehehe

Some more its February already..huhuhuhuh..

Never thought time pass so fast..

Well,,kinda busy lately..

Because schedule for this semester is so pack..huhuh

From Monday to Friday full with classes..

lucky on Friday only got 1 class..hehehehe

Anyway..

This sem seem to be so tough for me..

Is not that I haven't study about this subject it just its a bit difficult than before..

Especially when I have physic in my subject for this semester..

Damn..

But I can't give up yet,,I'll do my best..

And I believe I can get through this semester will a great result..

Because I know He's helping me get through it..

This time I'm giving my best in everything that I do..

Wish me all the best..!!:)

Why should I care when you don't even care about me

Why should I think about you when you don't even think about me even for a seconds

Why should my heart pounding for you when your heart don't want to pounding for me

Why should I missing you when you didn't miss me at all

why should I searching for you when all you think about is running away from me

Why..??

Can you tell me why..??

Can you explain to me..??

Even myself can't explain why should I do all of this