I've

Never felt so sober..

I've never felt the low that I feel tonight ..

Your words made everything drag on, and on..

I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn't make things right

Is this really happening..

Oh God I think I just ruined my life

What the fuck am I doing?

I can't tell the difference from wrong and right..

I second guess my decisions cause I haven't been this person in my whole life..

I think I need something new here when I keep longing for what I had..

No need for second opinions,,I do the best I can to ruin what I have..

I've got nothing left to hide.. I thought this was what you wanted

Someone who gets everything right,,

Someone to put you first in their life..

Just know that it kills me when I hear anything to do with you..

You will see..

Believe me..

I need to be right where you are but know that I'm leaving..

And you won't hear for a year from now..

This kills me 'cause now I think that everything,,

everything was about you..

MAKE ME SICK..!!