Who am I..?? Totally confused............

Lately,,I feel like I'm lost myself..

I don't even know who I am... I'm kinda confuse of what happening around me..

Confused of everything.. Confused with my feeling,,with my friends..Everything..!!

I don't know what happen to me..

There's a lot of things going through my mind,,and I don't know how to deal with it..

Sometimes I'm freaking out..

Right now,,I feels like I'm slowly dying from the inside..

Gosh.. I wish I am a robot..

How long can I pretend that I'm okay when deep down in me,,

I'm totally not okay..

Sometimes I feels like my heart want me to fall in love but my mind says don't fall in love..

What am I suppose to do..??

I try to be tough but I'm just not strong enough to handle this situations..

Can I just give up in everything..??

Its feel like I already lost my hope..